Some say people come and go.. I say you choose.

Hey Sunshine.. So recently I had been placed in a pickle between friendships (relationships).. Good friends always stay but Hi5 to all those low maintenance friends, the ones you can pick up the phone & carry on the conversation from where you ended. ...I’ve been pushed away by a very good friend of mine (i thought) with the reason of  “doing better” & “not having time for them”. When people push you away because they believe you can do better as much as you dont want to let them go they will go.. because they don’t believe they are good enough or deserving enough of you. As much as this may hurt, you have to let them be.. not letting them go but letting them be.. keep pestering them time to time, check up on them, see how they are doing because one day will come that .. they will come back to you. because they left you but you stayed to fight. As that person is fighting there own battle & as much as you may want to be there for them sometimes one has to "do it on there own”  I’m a big believe in the fact of whats meant to be will be & if its meant for you.. it'll come back ☁  Therefore when the time is right those friendships will develop again .. sometimes people only come into your life to serve a purpose and once they’ve served it its there time to .. “move on” & I guess thats where you have to be strong in knowing that it’s time to ‘move on’ - oh I hate   dislike that word so much.. because why does someone have to move on? We’re supposed to grow old together..? laugh about the old times, cry over soppy films,  fight over the littlest things.. I guess thats where we go wrong having these ‘expectations’ of people.. ... You can push me away as much as you want but those walls will fall one day & I will be waiting on the other side.. because walls are built to break  Pushing one away doesn’t mean your weak it means your strong enough to push loved ones away..  mostly because You’re Afraid.   Its a sense of defence mechanism.. understanding that puts you on the forefront, allowing you to understand why someones pushed you away. That might not be the case all the time but this is what I’ve found. Be strong sunshine.. because if you’ve been put into the situation you have enough strength to get through it..  find the fire within you .

Hey Sunshine, ☀

So I heard about this little beauty from my cousins who couldn’t stop raving about it so I thought to myself why not put it to the test.
                                                & I did...
The beauty of the Extreme Art Liner Pen is just beyond comprehension, makes you just want to stare at it for ages.

Extreme Art Liner Pen £18.00

When I had placed my order I was like a little fat kid waiting for his chocolate cake, the excitement got me over whelmed especially when the package arrived.

Note - The packaging is supper duper cute, I loved the black bubble wrapped envelope = I knew it was safe  * my hearts at ease* It’s sophisticated and different.

The excitement when I opened the little package to see this little silver pen was like when a child enters Toys ‘R’ Us for the first time, left goggling.
                                                                            --  ☀ -- 

I have to say though the Eyeliner is just as amazing as it looks, as you can see in the photo above the pen is actually like a paint brush and does exactly the job a paint brush does  Glides . 
It glides easily and effortlessly onto your eyelids - trust me you don’t have to be a pro to use this little bad boy.

I personally was quite surprised how good this eyeliner was after using my cousins for a few days when I came back to using my normal Maybelline liner - Which I have to say was the perfect everyday eyeliner now isn’t. I couldn’t believe the huge Massive difference there was.
After using this eyeliner for even a day you will end up buying one

I promise you.

Hey Sunshine                                                                                                                               Cashmere Cat ft Ariana Grande   

'Don’t pretend your just a friend'

LEON 

Leon - Heathrow Airport.

Says it all. You are as beautiful as you think you are, You don’t need anyones opinion to tell you other wise, Yes I know the feeling that ‘ It’s different when a guy says it, in comparison to your best friend telling you’ I know & you know what you are right.. to an extent! But Don’t cry over them princess your tiara will fall  Its hard when it’s from the people you least expect it from but i guess thats how we learn. Learn to take a step back and allow them to do what they want. Making you as a person stronger. Finding your Inner Beauty  Its formed from three things  Your Attitude Your Behaviour  Your Actions That is the beauty of inner beauty it doesn’t need make up nor a pretty face,  no matter how much makeup you may wear.  A beautiful heart over rules a million pretty faces  If you carry the three main characterists of being a good person keeping positive, your inner beauty will shine through automatically. A personality is something that will develop and evolve for the better for lifetime but beauty is something that will fade it’s temporary. It’s just a thought thats been smiling in my mind so i thought i would put up a post. Sorry about lack of posts Uni is hectic at the moment.  See you later  Sunshine  ☀

Body to the Shop 

EXTRA VIRGIN MINERALS™ LOOSE POWDER FOUNDATION £15.00 The Price is slightly pricey in comparison to some high street brands, but for a good daily wear foundation i think it's totally worth it, and it lasts a long time too. where to purchase: http://www.thebodyshop.co.uk/make-up/face/extra-virgin-minerals-loose-powder-foundation.aspx