Some say people come and go.. I say you choose.
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Hey Sunshine.. So recently I had been placed in a pickle between friendships (relationships).. Good friends always stay but Hi5 to all those low maintenance friends, the ones you can pick up the phone & carry on the conversation from where you ended. ...I’ve been pushed away by a very good friend of mine (i thought) with the reason of “doing better” & “not having time for them”. When people push you away because they believe you can do better as much as you dont want to let them go they will go.. because they don’t believe they are good enough or deserving enough of you. As much as this may hurt, you have to let them be.. not letting them go but letting them be.. keep pestering them time to time, check up on them, see how they are doing because one day will come that .. they will come back to you. because they left you but you stayed to fight. As that person is fighting there own battle & as much as you may want to be there for them sometimes one has to "do it on there own” I’m a big believe in the fact of whats meant to be will be & if its meant for you.. it'll come back ☁ Therefore when the time is right those friendships will develop again .. sometimes people only come into your life to serve a purpose and once they’ve served it its there time to .. “move on” & I guess thats where you have to be strong in knowing that it’s time to ‘move on’ - oh I We’re supposed to grow old together..? laugh about the old times, cry over soppy films, fight over the littlest things.. I guess thats where we go wrong having these ‘expectations’ of people.. ... You can push me away as much as you want but those walls will fall one day & I will be waiting on the other side.. because walls are built to break Pushing one away doesn’t mean your weak it means your strong enough to push loved ones away.. mostly because You’re Afraid. Its a sense of defence mechanism.. understanding that puts you on the forefront, allowing you to understand why someones pushed you away. That might not be the case all the time but this is what I’ve found. Be strong sunshine.. because if you’ve been put into the situation you have enough strength to get through it.. find the fire within you . |
Body to the Shop
My all time favourite foundation that i have been using for... oh gosh 3 pushing it 4 years >.<
eeek that is a long time, don't worry i didn't use the same pot for 3 years ;)
I had just started to recently wear more of this foundation when i went to sixth form (collage)
and one thing i have got to say is that ITS AMAZING!
It's by far my favourite everyday wear foundation, it gives me the perfect coverage (light coverage, covering the spots and dark circles)
As for a everyday wear i don't like having liquid on my face as its not good for the skin.. therefore this foundation was the best bet for me as It's light on the face & doesn't feel like you're wearing anything which is good, also being a 'minerals' foundation it allows your skin to breathe. Which is perfect especially if you're looking for a beginners foundation or even a daily wear and if your a spotty teenager like me :)
As for a everyday wear i don't like having liquid on my face as its not good for the skin.. therefore this foundation was the best bet for me as It's light on the face & doesn't feel like you're wearing anything which is good, also being a 'minerals' foundation it allows your skin to breathe. Which is perfect especially if you're looking for a beginners foundation or even a daily wear and if your a spotty teenager like me :)
getting breakouts you should wear minimal make up as possible to allow your skin to breathe but girls being girls we get insecure.. therefore i would recomend the mineral foundation as it allows your skin to breathe at the same time.
Another thing that i would say is good about this particular foundation is that Body Shop have a variety of colours for all sorts of skin tones, especially for darker skin such as asian skin, which is something that i find a pain when looking for foundation. Therefore don't worry you'll find your shade :)
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| EXTRA VIRGIN MINERALS™ LOOSE POWDER FOUNDATION £15.00 The Price is slightly pricey in comparison to some high street brands, but for a good daily wear foundation i think it's totally worth it, and it lasts a long time too. where to purchase: http://www.thebodyshop.co.uk/make-up/face/extra-virgin-minerals-loose-powder-foundation.aspx |
Its that time of year again......
The time for happiness and joy as some say. . Snug around the fireplace with Christmas movies on TV .. (Elf) & the big Tree lighting up the whole room in the back, making everything feel so magical and mystical. How can you deny the Joy?
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The Joys of Christmas you cant deny it.
Yet when your in a 'shell' you don't seem to care whats around you whats happening or going on.. why is that? To be fairly honest to you I'm still finding out myself. If anything i feel being in my own company is better than being around people where i sit quietly listening to whats going on for a while then shut of & not give a dam pretending to smile as if your there.
Sucks i know right but hey that's the reality of it.- Same goes with Christmas pretending to be sick so you don't have to go to the Aunt house for Family Christmas Dinner and mingle with everyone.. do't get me wrong i love my family, extended family & friends to bits but like i said i would rather be in my bubble where no one will come & try to poke into it.
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Yet when your in a 'shell' you don't seem to care whats around you whats happening or going on.. why is that? To be fairly honest to you I'm still finding out myself. If anything i feel being in my own company is better than being around people where i sit quietly listening to whats going on for a while then shut of & not give a dam pretending to smile as if your there.
Sucks i know right but hey that's the reality of it.- Same goes with Christmas pretending to be sick so you don't have to go to the Aunt house for Family Christmas Dinner and mingle with everyone.. do't get me wrong i love my family, extended family & friends to bits but like i said i would rather be in my bubble where no one will come & try to poke into it.
