Its that time of year again......

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  The time for happiness and joy as some say. . Snug around the fireplace with Christmas movies on TV .. (Elf) & the big Tree lighting up the whole room in the back, making everything feel so magical and mystical. How can you deny the Joy?
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The Joys of Christmas you cant deny it.
 Yet when your in a 'shell' you don't seem to care whats around you whats happening or going on.. why is that?  To be fairly honest to you I'm still finding out myself. If anything i feel being in my own company  is better than being around people where i sit quietly listening to whats going on for a while then shut of &  not give a dam pretending to smile as if your there.
Sucks i know right but hey that's the reality of it.- Same goes with Christmas pretending to be sick so you don't have to go to the Aunt house for Family Christmas Dinner and mingle with everyone.. do't get me wrong i love my family, extended family & friends to bits but like i said i would rather be in my bubble where no one will come & try to poke into it.